Process -Pivoting

whenever I felt Negative emotion I asked myself

Okay I know what I dont want what is it I do Want?

I was feeling not so wealthy I was feeling rejected

I reminded and directed my thoughts to What I do want

I want to feel loved

I want to be calm

I want to feel wealthy

I want to feel happy

I want to feel at ease

I want to feel positive

I want to be structured and organised I want to like to write this blog

I wan to feel secured sharing this

I want to feel Appreciation

I want more people to be with this project

I want this to be popular

I want to feel secured and that Its okay to have these desires

I want to sleep early

I want to wake up early

I want to approve of myself so much that other peoples dislike doesnt matter to me

I want to feel secured about caring for me and what I feel

I want to know that its ok To give myself priority

I want to feel genuine pride in liking myself the way I am

I want to know its okay to be obsessed about self growth if thats what makes me feel good

I want to know its okay to have all kinds of emotions

I want to know its ok To be angry

I want to feel calm and balanced because that is what feels good

Experience

I was feeling guilty of sharing some of the above because it means something about me I would seem Selfish /I fear that I would be judged

..And took lot of courage for me to keep these here

Feeling there might be some who might not be able to LOVINGLY understand

I want the courage to feel fine with all these So I dare myself to do this

So long for now :))